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tears on my paycheck
03:12
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yeah i see you called back
i cant even check that
need a couple months back
i cant even cop that
pull up then get pushed back
i cant even hate that
tears up on my paycheck
i cant even blame that
falling to the bottom of the things that i regret
ignoring all my problems as the grow
im feeling best with drugs up in my system
cuz my man ive been depressed
ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember
crush a pill
break it down
wrap a bill
walk around
with my crown
on my face
i dont smile
only frown
sad boy until i die
kinda hope it ends tonight
tryna find a better life
my hearts been broken a couple of times
my minds still stuck in a pit that she dug
i still smoke blunts
roll em up, and i tuck
my team give way too much of a fuck
my girl dont really care enough
said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same
thats the only way i know
i guess you think lifes just a game
wish that i could grow some wings
id spread them out and fly away
picking pedals off of flowers
lay them all across my grave
no one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain
i fill mine up with contradictions
try and smoke away the pain
im so obsessed with bigger pictures
cant just settle for the life i got
thats what ive taught
thats how i brought
these lessons ive forgot
youd think id learn
but still i make the same mistakes
i guess thats whats so comfortable
so i wont even check my phone
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2. |
water down the drain
01:47
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water down the drain, thats a rain check
wishin on the change, thats a safe bet
i cover up the pain with your blankets
dont put it on my name i wouldnt trust that
lying on the frame that you want back
leaving out the things that ill hold back
ive never been the same since i left that
im counting on your name like i need that
unattached, unappealing
she did that, sick of hearing
all this same fucking shit
bring it right back like our cd mix
sold my time cuz i need my fix
end my life like i wont be missed
she loves good sex in the back of the whip
she loves good weed, good times and my dick
she hangs polaroids of the people she misses
try and take a guess whos next on that list
i write these words with a weight on my wrist
that transcends time and the way we coexsist
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3. |
faceless (ft. barren)
03:36
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where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club
where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless
yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to
convince me
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4. |
while the rain drops
04:13
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these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine
im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most
people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops
smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion
these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine
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5. |
too far gone
03:12
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i love it when she lies to me
i love it when she wants to die with me
i cant recall a single good thing
unless we were high or were fucking
please dont come back
my life so trash
i dont need you
to come and fuck me up again
please dont come back
my life so trash
im too far gone
but im tryna get it back
hold up
ive been tryin
and rhyming
the hymens
that keep me going
ive been waitin
and patient
bury me
down with the ancients
cuz i know that youll remember
that yesterday is what made us
girl, get the fuck up out my world
and babe, get the fuck up out my brain
yeah youll, see me blown up or dead
before i say im sorry
and let you crawl in my bed
you can take what you want
if you leave me hollow
an empty bullet casing
thats the best role model
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6. |
all i know is pain
02:05
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baby your love for me
was the only thing
keepin me away
from home
cuz all i know is pain
its the only thing
i know
do you wanna die with me?
ive been high all day
its the only escape that works
i hope i die today
my life lines frayed
it shows
now youre comin back to me
but i wont pick up the phone
think you forgot bout me
its not that easy
dont hit me up, im gone
ive been drunk every night this week
dodge these feelings and go to sleep
but its hard to lay here all alone
dont wanna talk, just want some dome
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7. |
burden boy
02:50
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my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight
ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel
ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace
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8. |
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ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive
id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden
who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies
there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss
i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you
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9. |
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i spent every day
loving you in a peculiar way
come thru, lemme see your face
i wanna hold you body when its next to me
you never cared about me
go ahead and forget about me
i spent every day in love
i spend every night with drugs
poppin pills and gettin dubbed
bitches know im not the one
im annoying all my friends
with the thoughts up in my head
all that talk about the dead
all that cant get out my bed
but thats the shit that ive been living
and its all i think about
so i start to let it out
on those that i care about
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yesterday New Jersey
est. 2016
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