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1. |
passing the bottle
04:01
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bloody fingers
soakin up all over me
you can hold me accountable
for everything i wont admit to be
if you wont ask me
i wont say a thing
i try not to live in the past
but its harder than it seems
know that nothing will last
my heart cant take
another love that cant pass
the tropes of my insanity
the hope that died inside of me
jim bean whisky
right next to these speakers
the more i do these drugs
the more i feel weaker
jerrys upstairs getting in a quick nap
imma chill in the basement
and write to this slap
gotta do this shit quick
this projects bout done
stop hitting us up
just a bunch of fucking bums
been peepin the swag
since day fucking one
smoke a million cigarettes
to wreck my voice before i flop
no one will know who takes the fall
passing the bottle back and fourth
fuck, its my turn and ive had enough
turn off my phone, tonights so rough
pass it to me
im not quite done
i cannot begin
to tell you
every detail of my life
im still on the run
catching up
to my pace
its never my place
say all behind my back
no ones in front of my face
cant take me anywhere
i never had really cared
fuck you for never being there
im sorry if i always stare
i know i come off very weird
been different since i shaved this beard
been thought i was in the clear
but i couldnt have been more wrong
got to put it in this song
you say im the worst
but watch it get better
one of these days i won’t be so tethered
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2. |
good on it all
03:39
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take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep
and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great
every step you take
gets in my way
in my way
what could you be thinking
that is not okay
neither are we
if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all
the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me
if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck
now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up
u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)
dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate
u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?
dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all
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3. |
while it counts
03:32
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so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got purpose
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
i aint making shit for you
can barely make it on my own
thats a fact
that im ashamed of
work ethic
pathetic
these dollars are
boutta be coming my way
if i keep this on
day to day
if i dont spend my whole
check on another ounce
smoke my lungs out
while it counts
you aint 21 forever
leave some legacy
before you bounce
last two of my name
leave it in a great shame
i dont need to rest a peep
my nightmares come for me
they can keep me wide awake
all night falling
into your arms can’t
shake the bitter feeling
of being at ease
theres many people
out there far worse off
than me
why can’t i take a second
to appreciate
the setting ive been born into
struggles can’t compare
to you
i want to repay
with an anthem or two
grossly neglecting
the thoughts of who
im trying to fight off
that i once knew
so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got purpose
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
you gotta know
what you’re getting into
think im giving in today
a bullet to my head
is like a favor to my brain
spent my last cent
trynna numb the fuckin pain
everything is fake my reality is frayed
ill do whatever it takes
to make sure you know
my love it doesnt stay for far too long
you could not account for my lost soul when
im everything u want, at least for the moment
im talking to the ghost of who i was
told him
"meet me in the back dont cause a fuss
cuz i only got a second and
i want you to know that
im never coming back
imma drown in the ocean"
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4. |
wya?
03:15
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bby wya?
tell me watchu really doin
hit me wit the map
slidin thru at 2 in the mornin
shawty bust it back for a sad mother fucker
she aint gunna ask
but she gotta know i love her
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin
my first wrong move
was learning ya name
second wrong move
was having you further explain
ill never understandwhat you meant
that day
sounding so full of myself
and that is who to blame
my wallet laughing at me
on the way to the bank
you silly mother fucker
what you think gone happen
you might aswell stop rappin
wrap it
like the wound
you been bagging
need a fix
just to numb the strain
outdated habits
fill the brain
all aboard my plane
yeah its all in vain
im filling the void
of being alone
talking to this fucking shorty
that i barely know
unsure of where it’ll go
long as after all
i can come back home
dont follow that road
you always have chose
we all been here before
are you making things worse
or working for the better
its all up to the weather
with how my week will be
baby look at me
but not forever
anxious bout the ties
i have yet to sever
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin
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5. |
peekin'
03:24
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peekin thru the screen door
trynna figure out
how imma call outta work today
maybe i can think
of something
that they’ll possibly believe
pick up the phone
and dial that number
i can’t make it
if you had wondered
hang up that bitch
and see whats good with the boys
got the rest of the day
to try and avoid
being seen in public
that aint no choice
i know you wanna hear me sing
but i think i lost my voice
racking my mind
with every outcome
that i can seem to indulge
im taking our time
perfecting this album
till its perfect we aint gonna budge
yeah the full moon got me thinking
this whole thing won’t be so clean
and i dont think imma make a
smooth exit from this scene
i know you look at me
a little differently
than the average joe
but u motherfuckers better know
i dont take too kindly
to these strangers trynna try me
yeah bitch u better try me
i found home in the ocean
and these drugs always potent
steady keepin me floatin
been countin my days
while im fightin the waves
im divin head first
bitch, move out of my way
yeah, me and the homies
jus tryna get paid
by pouring our hearts out
we keep movin on
yeah nobody can stop us
failure was never an option
i'll finish this song
then i'll hop in my grave
hoping that it will comfort the pain
see u swervin, bitch
better stay in ur lane
yeah u heard that the boys
at the top of their game
its a long way down
i hope u go land on ur feet
and shift back into gear
then maybe youll be in the clear
if u ask right now
id probably tell u the same thing
im doin fuckin amazing
i wonder if u feel the same thing
fuck what you thought
u can take it or leave it
ill do what i want
and ill keep it a secret
ash on my shirt
yeah it burn, it aint hurt
bitch ill finally relax
when im under the dirt
so that evens out the odds
where does that leave us?
i dont care this time
yeah, it takes me hours to think
maybe i will sink
and see u in my next life
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6. |
honestly
03:16
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can we all stay honest?
i can feel death on us
as the days get shorter
my mind, it grows further away
from every moment of pain
and every drop from my veins
muddy shoes trynna lead the way
muddy waters thicken with
every step that i take
doubting myself is a whole new craze
only the coolest of kids
can cop a stay
dont take that so literally
why does she look
at me like a drug? :/
well, maybe im still
sobbering up
oh please know
i'll be floatin on forever
keep ur head low
while my finger's on the trigger
you got your grip
tighter than ever
baby let me go
i can’t make this feel any better
that is the truth
that aint on me its on you
who couldve ever warned us?
it turned into a nightmare
my momma always told me dont
let it get to your head
all the things you doing
have a purpose in this life
you live
no i can’t take it back
the things i did
the moon turns red
the fires raging on
theres nothing to be said
cant take back what ive done
i left a burden on ur life
i hate to say things twice
im reaching for the knife
but wont put up a fight
lets just take it play by play
baby dont you know i always
take it day by day
im always wondering
if we gone pop off like we should
but i aint in it for
what people think is good
yeah im good
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7. |
girls don't like me
02:39
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yeah girl, i get it
im all too concerned
with the lesson that i never really learned
you aint somethin that i ever saw as a cure
so get lost
or get with it
this loves been finished
my hearts on fire
cuz i dont know how to quit it
and if i ever had a second to take back
id save it for someone
who aint lookin for payback
i thought u loved me
but it isnt the same
so ill stay fucked up
tryna numb all my pain
just take me back
found my own little slice of home
itll never be the same
but i feel grown
aint nobody lovin u like i did
hearts offline
and my heads been split
hands on the wheel
runnin off of the road
you can have my life
if i got ur soul
same old shit
with a brand new bitch
fuck this life
im over it
if by now you didn’t know
i prefer to spend my days alone
held captive only by these four walls
haven’t answered a single call
all night
been dealing with a hell
of an internal gripe
triplet flows
keeping this brain alive
with how much im smoking
the future aint looking too bright
can barely remember
to write down a line
people keep asking
no i aint fine
dreading a pointless
unfulfilling life
somebody come and
take this mic
i could rant and rave
with all my might
dont wanna be too specific
na this shit aint even written
i can shit out a rhyme
that you call your best work
ya lady still love me
man i can be such a jerk
i take out my anger on
all in my path
ruining friendships
i never had
losing a loved one
that ill never grasp
dealing with the pain
that comes with it all
just me n the homies
fuck it we ball
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8. |
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yeah im fading
into the ocean
just waiting for my death bed
complicating
any emotion
just feel like no one knows me :(
birds eye view
of a man staring back
picture frame take ya
20 years past
known intuition
1 year in your lap
raised me
to take none
and give what you get
chanting there’s not
enough time left
can’t snap back
to the right mindset
going to sleep
at 6 in the morning
light coming
rain is still pouring
eyes open
to the sunset
soul trying to
out run me
go away
as far as can be
gunning the streets
shout from the tops of trees
it’s all gonna end
so be where u need
i know that nothing will last
give me some time, i been coped with the past
i cannot take it all back
love aint a feeling
its bout how you act
couldnt've put in the work that you needed
i cannot sleep without bleedin
keep me at bay or the storm wont subside
its rainin, its pourin
lets go for a drive
75 down memory lane
im gettin high to numb all the pain
forget your smile, forget my name
its been a while and shit aint the same
been too busy disassociating
daylights fading
in the shadows fate is waitin for us
having to relearn the things
that i used to know so well
tell me what you wanna hear
if i speak my heart too loud
in the depths of the ocean
i lye resting peacefully
dont you stop and ever think about how things used to be?
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9. |
stand by for the moment
04:35
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the day we got back
i promised to keep the work flow
it hurts so much to know
i never even came through
about 1 week home
i felt the same presence
standing behind
every move that
never got a mention
i miss my fucking homies
they the only ones who know me
past all the imagery
that got me in a holding
i know u wanna get thru
but can u just stand by for the moment?
hold up...
imma take this fuckin shit
to my grave
baby i just hope u do the same
i just really hope
that nothing went in vein
i just wanna hear u scream my name
one last time
before i go back home
baby im always high
yeah girl, thats what u know
thats right, i always lied
and that just goes to show
you loved a fucking mess
my hearts a vacant hole
bust my ass in welfleet
trying to staying healthy
bout broke my wrist
off the hip
trying stick the
damn 3 flip
man this life a trip
and i got ur girl in my whip
she be telling me where to go
to suck this dick
baby im just down to
talk my shit im over it
can i guess what yr thinking girl
you wanna take this life
for a whirl
come on the road
and let me show you
what this life can go for
when ur not by my side
im dyin constantly
you knew me once
as the one u thought id never be
its gettin harder
givin everyone the best of me
im wide awake
and i got these flowers next to me
darling, rest in peace
now are you listening?
im better off
finding solace in the symmetry
back on the road
steady ballin, feelin great
if we aint in ur city
bet we schemin for the day
this industry can fuck right off
they haven’t helped a bit
done this all on my own
with the help of good friends
stacking hit after hit
true fans listening
could use a guiding hand
anytime help is offered
i shove it to the side
and say im good on that shit
my ego hurts my career
in many of ways
my pride hurts my conscious
on darkest of days
why am i so worried
about getting paid?
because every second
there is always money to be made
me and chris goin to the shop my mans
we tryna get this bread
sippin on some cardi
let it go straight to our head
everyday's a party
when ur runnin from that dread
if u paint a picture of me
wont you make it red?
cuz black is so outdated
and im far from golden
yeah these last few months
have been nothin but a blur
i was in my past life once
found myself under the dirt
this retrospection has me dizzy
self destruction keeps me busy
everything else gotta go
dont got no time for anybody
bitch, ive been here all alone
no need to bother actin funny
no dont bother acting funny
we can see right thru the jokes
why dont you just pull up
so we can catch the smoke
yeah we making moves
but doing it on our own time
if we aint make it out the basement
did we do it right?
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10. |
strung out
02:59
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the calendar says may
but it is already september
got me guessing on the days
cause i dont remember
the last day i wasn’t bothered
by a searing fucking pain
the medication that im taking
aint working the right way
drive me to the er for a shot of morphine
4:30 in the morning
and im screaming out my lungs
try to take it easy
but you won’t
every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back
what u see
is what u get
i sleep thru the days
to feel closer to death
all this weed in my chest
got me restin
nah, i aint even tryin
to make sense of the words
they go flyin
but shawty dont mind it
so imma just kick back
and go for the ride
ive got ghosts in my aura
ive got smoke in my eyes
i been shed a tear
but i aint ever cry
i walk like a soldier
right into the fight
my thoughts keep me restless
all throughout the night
still keepin it quiet
im lit out in public
fucked with the spins
and im stumblin
roll up a spliff
someone give me the light
we're fully entranced
by these drugs and the height
every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back
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11. |
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its just all a set up
keep it to the wall
don’t even think
of trynna get tough
half ounce in the dresser
smelling up the kitchen
momma told me
to get ridda
looking to the seas
lemme tell ya how
i figure
i turned my back just a second
funny i thought it took longer
for the regret to set in
bow down to the blessings
kiss the boots don’t get them feet wet
just lay your face in the dirt
don’t show them that little smirk
growing from ear to ear
i know these people hear
what im putting out
how much bigger do i gotta get
before they fuck with me now
its like you gotta earn that shit
who ever thought of it
its like you gotta put some work in
to get the result
its like you gotta fuckin
put in the hours in yourself
its kinda crazy
these people lately
they been so lazy
one more thing to know
about me
i hate these kids
trynna get it for free
buy in all you want
the sounds shows it
for me
pacin thru my time
found 1000 ways to die
livid on the sight
think im slippin out this life
found my heart down by the shore
i found myself out in the sea
floatin on
whichever way it goes
rotten to the flesh
and chilled down to my bones
a lifetime being pressed
the only thing i know
i hope my time come next
i pray ive been attoned
everything could signify
im here for good
its do or die
leave another paradigm
and make my own way of life
worth livin
after 40 hours passed
check came in late
searched the apartment
put that bitch back in the tape
becoming human
is much harder than you think
im nothing useful
part-time refusal
full time delusion
heartfelt messages keep me movin
ohhhh yeaahhhhhhhh
get the fuck out of our way
if u aint part of the team
ur losin all reason to stay
im perusin like i still have
anything that i aint seen yet
dont turn around and walk out just yet
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12. |
actin' up
04:26
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dropping singles like im single
shawty so fine
im trynna come thru and mingle
couple years i might be rich
couple years might snag yo bitch
couple years im off this shit
couple beers
im off the 5th
smoke a cig
to numb my throat
don’t give a fuck
if im bout to perform
no one showed
just me n my bros
some came close
to falling thru
new york streets at 2 am
acting quite a fool
with my main men
no one knew we coming
but we went right in
trenton pulled up
at 4 am
the sun was rising when i fell asleep
drank every single night that week
drug use was at another peak
room still spinning
can’t see my feet
passed out every night that week
slept up on the couch
every night that week
got more fucked up
than i should speak
im actin quite a fool
let a couple bad bitches
into my thoughts
quite a way
to kill the mood
i aint mad at you
ill call you in a minute
my love starting to diminish
dont talk jus let me finish
boston brooklyn trenton and philly
prelude to the beginning
we aint even get our feet wet
just the tip
she got me freakin
talking to these women
reminds me why i didn’t
fucked up
imma swerve into the curb
pass the bowl
yeah you heard that the boys
actin up for the weekend
these bitches got me pressed
when im off that shit
hit me up im in ur city
but its just for the night
baby come and take a step
into my life
let me have you for a ride
let me show you how i die
mask the pain with some liquor over ice
no dont look me in my eyes
you dont wanna pay the price
and the whip smells of gasoline
not the legal kind we blowin hella tree
we retreat inside when the sun arrives
and its another night of getting right and ready
to hit the fuckin road again
shouts out to my family
some may see them more as friends
but really
i would it all again
they kept me a buck fitty
even when my heart was broken
together
im actin quite a fool
let a couple bad bitches
into my thoughts
quite a way
to kill the mood
i aint mad at you
ill call you in a minute
my love starting to diminish
dont talk jus let me finish
boston brooklyn trenton and philly
prelude to the beginning
we aint even get our feet wet
just the tip
she got me freakin
talking to these women
reminds me why i didn’t
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yesterday New Jersey
est. 2016
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