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burden boy

by yesterday

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1.
tears on my paycheck 03:12
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yeah i see you called back i cant even check that need a couple months back i cant even cop that pull up then get pushed back i cant even hate that tears up on my paycheck i cant even blame that falling to the bottom of the things that i regret ignoring all my problems as the grow im feeling best with drugs up in my system cuz my man ive been depressed ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember crush a pill break it down wrap a bill walk around with my crown on my face i dont smile only frown sad boy until i die kinda hope it ends tonight tryna find a better life my hearts been broken a couple of times my minds still stuck in a pit that she dug i still smoke blunts roll em up, and i tuck my team give way too much of a fuck my girl dont really care enough said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same thats the only way i know i guess you think lifes just a game wish that i could grow some wings id spread them out and fly away picking pedals off of flowers lay them all across my grave no one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain i fill mine up with contradictions try and smoke away the pain im so obsessed with bigger pictures cant just settle for the life i got thats what ive taught thats how i brought these lessons ive forgot youd think id learn but still i make the same mistakes i guess thats whats so comfortable so i wont even check my phone
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water down the drain 01:47
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water down the drain, thats a rain check wishin on the change, thats a safe bet i cover up the pain with your blankets dont put it on my name i wouldnt trust that lying on the frame that you want back leaving out the things that ill hold back ive never been the same since i left that im counting on your name like i need that unattached, unappealing she did that, sick of hearing all this same fucking shit bring it right back like our cd mix sold my time cuz i need my fix end my life like i wont be missed she loves good sex in the back of the whip she loves good weed, good times and my dick she hangs polaroids of the people she misses try and take a guess whos next on that list i write these words with a weight on my wrist that transcends time and the way we coexsist
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faceless (ft. barren) 03:36
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where the fuck are my friends at? dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway where the fuck is my girl at? 100 miles away exploring every frat getting dubbed like its payback for all the fucked up shit that i cant even admit i dont care im just anxious we got some plans to be famous i dont know if i can take this money good, but the paper faceless im so useless, didnt choose this feeling clueless, send me cute pics like you used to got a new life that im getting used to drunk in my room like im Free Throw in the back row with my hopes up and my head down low man im stressed out getting aquainted with all of my thoughts hoping ill turn out to be who im not grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head my brain is a mess, id be better off dead cant fight up the courge to end my own life but find out the futures got reasons to live i cannot go, but i wanna bail burried in woes, to sorrow i hail i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue maybe ill join up the 27 club where the fuck are my friends at? dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway where the fuck is my girl at? 100 miles away exploring every frat getting dubbed like its payback for all the fucked up shit that i cant even admit i dont know if i can take this all my life ive been faceless yeah i did some things i don’t want to say same as for you so it goes both ways don’t need this high horse you rode on in its been too fucking long since you sang the same old song to try to get my sing along but don’t you ever try again im sick of all this patience that I’ve been always fading and try to get back but its never helping that i can’t understand the relations between you and i theres nothing left but there always something else that I’m wondering why do you always come back to try to get me in inside my own head to try to trick myself to think i love you again it always works somehow until i realize its nothing that i want now its nothing that i need but you always try to convince me
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while the rain drops 04:13
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these days waking up is getting hard now i knock the jack back i pick up what i put down bad habits comin round like theyre ancient its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check not goin out like i dont make anymore plans sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan wait, whos your mans? guess i forgot to ask that you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks i fill my brain with whatever i can find im self defeating always wasting all my time got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine im unattached from the little that i call mine im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap fill the spaces with distractions cuz you know im bouta snap like the led on my pencil when i try and write i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light sometimes its hard to fight back wake up around noon stuck in bed while i smoke the sack black fingernails creeping down to your body always fucking up like its way more than a hobby fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper when i see her its like all time stops cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops smoking packs while im alone i write these songs and hate myself this alcohol straight to my dome and i dont pace myself fuck a chaser all i chase are these illusions happiness, a fallacy ive come to the conclusion these days waking up is getting hard now i knock the jack back i pick up what i put down bad habits comin round like theyre ancient its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check i fill my brain with whatever i can find im self defeating always wasting all my time got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine im unattached from the little that i call mine
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too far gone 03:12
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i love it when she lies to me i love it when she wants to die with me i cant recall a single good thing unless we were high or were fucking please dont come back my life so trash i dont need you to come and fuck me up again please dont come back my life so trash im too far gone but im tryna get it back hold up ive been tryin and rhyming the hymens that keep me going ive been waitin and patient bury me down with the ancients cuz i know that youll remember that yesterday is what made us girl, get the fuck up out my world and babe, get the fuck up out my brain yeah youll, see me blown up or dead before i say im sorry and let you crawl in my bed you can take what you want if you leave me hollow an empty bullet casing thats the best role model
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all i know is pain 02:05
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baby your love for me was the only thing keepin me away from home cuz all i know is pain its the only thing i know do you wanna die with me? ive been high all day its the only escape that works i hope i die today my life lines frayed it shows now youre comin back to me but i wont pick up the phone think you forgot bout me its not that easy dont hit me up, im gone ive been drunk every night this week dodge these feelings and go to sleep but its hard to lay here all alone dont wanna talk, just want some dome
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burden boy 02:50
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my shawty think i drink too much my homies know i think too much i crack a 40 roll a dutch pop ambien to sleep i pour some out for all my team i wear my heart out on my sleeves a burden boy until i die i hope it ends tonight ohhhhh you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru ohhhhh writin these songs just to vent bout my issues ohhhhh you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you fuck all these feelings id rather not deal pull up in the whip put my head to the steel ohhhhh im sorry if you found out ohhhh i wonder how youre doing put the past right out my brain i never will address a thing slowly decay by 21 my soul will lead me to my grave my hair is blonde my heart is black these bitches never hit me back my headphones on as i walk alone thru places used to call my home i just wanna drink my life away with hopes that i wont wake today i hate how people give a shit just let me rest in peace
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before the storm (ft. guardin) 04:33
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ive been saving this for the weekend an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends my brain is shit, im tired of trying im sick of this patience logic comes to dying i knew you were lying but i didnt care you were something to stop my self hatred i didnt dare ask a question you're always on my mind intervention for loving too many times did i mention this pain is a way of life? you learn to live with it or you let it eat you alive id kill myself just to be myself dont even ask the question all ill be is a burden who the fuck am i just another psychopathic little prick you decide it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive all i ever did was love you but everything dies there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart vacant spaces in the places where we both would start to separate and every day i blow my candles out i sit inside but that's not something you could care about my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss i'm so fucking lost without you they don't really care about you
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i love it when you walk away 02:52
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i spent every day loving you in a peculiar way come thru, lemme see your face i wanna hold you body when its next to me you never cared about me go ahead and forget about me i spent every day in love i spend every night with drugs poppin pills and gettin dubbed bitches know im not the one im annoying all my friends with the thoughts up in my head all that talk about the dead all that cant get out my bed but thats the shit that ive been living and its all i think about so i start to let it out on those that i care about

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released December 27, 2017

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